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Like I needed to be more dense. Ironic, isn’t it? The odd thing about the course of my life is it hasn’t meant anything up until now. Recently I’ve come across the idea that there are agreements that make up language and meanings and feelings and actions that come out of that. These agreements are largely communal. They come from your parents and your friends and family. They are not structured to change. The only time anyone ever recognizes a change is when they leave everything behind not knowing if they will survive, succeed, or triumph, or perish, fail, or lose all the while knowing that they cannot go back. On the way to college, I still knew many people and things were familiar. I still lived at home and I hardly changed my habits. There was no consequence, no judgement for my behavior other than the overall ambiguous quality in the things I turned in based on a rubric no one has really explained or expounded upon directly with consequences and rules specific to each clause in that rubric, something ambiguous since middle school and even a little before.
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Since we’re reading a work of fiction, consider that it is possible for the author to completely portray a character completely different from his character to illustrate an antithesis between the two ideologies. It is possible for an abolitionist author to write from the perspective of a racist to portray something important to people who would otherwise not identify with the author. By being completely abolitionist in a time where there were more racist people, so much so that there was no distinction that racism was bad in the first place, you become singled out and separated from the society. By writing with an ideology in mind for a character, others with that ideology are inclined to continue reading. This is especially true when the ideology in use is minority.

Very people see the way a cold-blooded killer can justify his or her actions. Very few people can understand why Hitler sanctioned murder. People don’t look at how Manson and his family thought they were doing the right thing. It doesn’t change the logical facts of the case, the things they were tried for (or would have been tried for if they could have found Hitler alive). It is possible to justify it. It is possible to become so involved in personal emotions and see no indication that there is anything wrong from other people, it may see like they want what you’re doing and you become so enchanted by the fictional story you or someone created that you ignore the facts.

The way language works, the way we communicate, the sole basis for mental illness, is based on shared consequences and a significance, meaning, that will bring the same consequences along with similar memories to the surface. By ignoring consequences or not having the consequences defined, individuals are prone to mental illness. Sometimes, consequences, however real and accepted, whenever they are too unpleasant, people tend to ignore them.

Despite the work being written in a way that supports Sanoma Cranden’s ideology, he is still in prison. He still killed people, and he is going to go away for a long time. Still, the investigators need something from him. There is no way he’s getting off, not with all the bodies he’s left littered throughout the world and all the families he left without a daughter or a mother, but they still need him. Despite seduction being a tool used for nefarious purposes, much like a gun, it is the person using the tool that makes it evil. The chief, an honored citizen of justice and respect, uses the same techniques as Cranden. The chief is a charismatic, kind man as demonstrated by the way he consoles the officer after Cranden aggravates him. There is a very strong contrast between Cranden and the Chief. Both characters are equal in strength and achievement for their respective ideologies. This is the ideal relationship for super charging the conflict and the plot. A superhero needs to fight a supervillain eventually or the story takes a different direction. That direction would reveal more personal weakness than personal strength. In the introduction I explain that is possible to change the world without really changing it. I also explain that it is important to work toward honor. These things are understated. I realize that, but I’m done preaching. People don’t get the message anyway. I’d rather show people than tell them. In the intro I simplify the consequence, and through the story I give that consequence the mental fodder to form significance, something that will differ from person to person.

The story still has a long way to go. I’m wondering how many people appreciate the complexity. It’s a lot of work to create something so intricate and detailed. If it’s not worth it and people are just looking for pulp fiction, I can do that. It makes me feel like I’m not applying myself, but if it’s what people want i can do it for a while. I don’t get very many people commenting. I’d like to see more of my readers comment before I start writing, but eventually I have to start somewhere. Like and comment. I appreciate the support.

Tenacity

You know why you make mistakes don’t you? I’d say you know less than you think you do. Challenge yourself to see more, to do more, to act in ways that bring you to the forefront of technology and science instead of listening to science as a religious word, or scripture. Schools are the reason we err. According to Kathryn Schulz to err comes from the word to move, and making mistakes really do get us going. In college I screw up. In high school, I screwed up too. These things tied me to my work and kept me going. There shouldn’t have to be so much error inherent to life to keep us going.
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Noise

Noise is just as enthralling as form. Noise is form we cannot comprehend. Noise prevents any communication. In order to communicate we must first eliminate noise. The brain communicates to the body. The brain tells the body where to go what to do what to think, and what to send back. It is totally possible for the brain to not notice sensations. The brain can have no category by which we remember our dreams and it becomes hazy. When the sensation is perfect is memorable. The form is organized and it can recommunicate and express itself. If not it is noise.  As well as things that lack communication, things that are lower frequency act as noise unless we fully immerse ourselves within that and cut ourselves off from higher frequency. This is a fundamental ability of the brain. For instance, there are seven colors, seven tones, which don’t go away. It is possible to train the brain to only look at one of those within the seven recognizable vibrations. You could pick read and re-invent yourself. Eventually it would be possible to recognize colors within red. Since audible frequency and visual frequency are both frequency the names are interchangeable. Do on audible spectrum is equivalent to red, and the converse is true. Ti on the audible spectrum is equivalent to violet. However, this is rare because people are used to and will continue to create in a larger range. Exposure to this range is probable and will reverse the effects unless the brain becomes accustomed to this new way of thinking. Noise is unpleasant when there is form. Why watch snow on tv when you can watch cartoons. The exception being those who want to understand noise. These people are captivated by noise and disruption. They want to give it form. Rock, Metal, and House music, dubstep, and techno, are expressions of noise. Water is exposed to this and quickly frozen so that crystals form, the crystals created by these forms are less structured than the patterns created by classical music. Noise can have adverse effects on people, but this won’t prevent it from being captivating.

the Brain Preliminary

There are few things one must know preliminary to studying the brain against other things. The faculties within the brain function because of two components. There is active memory and there is long-term memory. Active memory decays usually around seven to nine entries. This is not limited to the size of the entries. Their range is nearly unlimited, but their average can range from a single number to a single word, to a list of words, to entire events, scenes, lifetimes. The active memory in effect is taking picture of the rest of the brain and comparing it to itself as it changes, signalling difference and varying in scope. It can expand and contract it scope. One concept, something relatively small when fitted into the entire possible number of details totally possible in the universe can occupy all the components of the mind. To begin to grasp this idea, think of a cat. On this cat there lots of parts like eyes, legs, whiskers, and so on. If you were instead realize with more intensity that there are hairs that make up the fur or cells that make up the cat, it is totally possible to become completely enthralled with a single tiny aspect without losing depth, and range. The only difference is a person who looks at only one tiny individual idea will seem incomprehensible to other people. If all the parts of the brain are still available, that incomprehensible person does not lose any information. The greatest principle behind the brain is that it is not limited by the environment. The environment is a matrix as perceived by the brain. The matrix instead of being made of x and y-axis, it is made up of pictures of chemicals, connections, and glucose consumption, and these are compared to changes made over time and converted to symbols. Our perception is reality, and our reality is made up of perception.

So you’ve learned the first classification with natural awareness, Duality. You are now aware of your mind in its simplest form. All minds fall somewhere along this spectrum. There are some differences. Some people will act differently or create different pictures at this level; however, in a big picture way, this covers every thought. In a previous post, I explained that the more creative people become, the more similar we will all be. We are exploring this first reality. When we reach the ultimate consciousness, unity, something that comes from creating it and imagining it, then we will all be the same, but we will all be different. We will know exactly what we mean to other people because when we start to create again, we will create duality, then trinity, and so on. we could all be different on these spectrums, but the more we decide to be different and to evolve, the more complicated it will all be. Once we create duality for the second time, this will create the entire range of how different we can be. Another dimension will appear when we desire to be more complicated. This will be trinity, and so on.

For now, we will explore duality, and I’ll leave the rest to you. The map is very easy to read. Once you know how to travel across Zedu, you don’t need me to help you.

Big Picture to Detail

This is where I’m starting. This may not be the kind of mindset you’ll start at, but I’ll make a full circut so you can jump on when I get to you.

Topic: Pyramid
Details: Camel, yellow, triagle, palm tree, oasis, water, sand, turban, sun, yellow, hot, arabs in long white clothing, egypt.

Imagine the Camel moving. It is led by an Egyptian man wearing all white to reflect the hot sun. These clothes are loose-fitting. He walks through the sand. I can’t ignore that huge pyramid. It dominates my entire vision, but I can still see the camel walking and the Egyptian Man walking toward an oasis. Everything I described I can see. The whole picture is now clear. I can see the bricks that make up the giant yellow triangular pyramid. Even though my eyes are open as I’m reading this, I can still see it too. If I close my eyes, the picture of the pyramid is more exciting than the black I see as my eyes are in the shadow of my eyelids, but as my eyes are open, the picture clearly flashes before I chose to go back and interact with the things that I see with my eyes open.

The yellow pyramid stands tall in the huge dunes that sit behind it. The pyramid appears twice the hight of the dune that surrounds it to the right behind me. I can see the bricks, the hight of the man leading the camel, which make up the pyramid.

I’m ignoring these details now. All I can think about now is the triangular shape of the yellow pyramid. Now it’s not even a pyramid. All I see is a yellow triangle dead center in my vision. Behind it, the bright blue sky, is no longer a sky, It is just blue. All I see is a yellow triangle on a blue background.

For me, this triangle is clear in my mind, and I made it all the way to the other side of Mora. Somewhere along this route you should have been able to pick up and join along. If you continue to follow me, you’ll understand what I mean by “become aware” when I referring to a detail.

Detail to Big Picture
You need to have that yellow triangle clear in your mind. Reading it, should have provoked your imagination like it did for “Reading With an Active Mind”. If it didn’t, then go back and read through the whole thing again. If you forgot what the yellow triangle looks like, or it isn’t clear in your mind, then go back and read through the entire step one, “Big picture to Detail”.

Yellow triangle on a blue background.

“Pyramids are yellow. The sky is Blue

Yellow pyramid against a blue sky.

“It is made of stone bricks the size of people. . .”

Yellow stone pyramid against a blue sky

“. . . and Pyramids are in the desert, and the desert is in Egypt, and the Desert where the pyramids are in Egypt there is sand all around. I imagine a sand dune behind the pyramid.”

Yellow stone pyramid against a blue sky in Egypt amongst the sand. There is a dune that appear half the hight of the Yellow stone pyramid, and they both stand tall in my vision against the blue sky.

“I remember that there was a guy wearing loose white clothes, and a wrapped white turban, and he is leading a camel to an oasis.”

I watch as a man in the egyptian desert leads a camel to water. With every step he takes, he sinks slightly in the sand. I notice he left foot prints as he walks. There is a long trail of them, but the wind is blowing, so the trail doesn’t go on too far. The wind blows the loose-fitting white cloths this man is wearing. He grabs onto his turban as he leads the camel to the oasis. I can see it. It’s a pool of blue with palm trees. The camel drinks first as the man unloads his things from the camel.

I notice a box he pulls from his luggage off of the camel. Is brown and made of leather. It is a very sturdy looking box. He sets it on top of a carpet he brought all the way from his home. It has wonderful designs: blue, red, purple, dark grey shapes of all sizes dominate this rug. It’s got triangles and swirling ornamentation. Every shape is lined with golden-yellow.

All I can think of now is that brown box on an ornamented rug. I don’t see the box anymore. All I see is a brown rectangle on top of a pretty background.

I remember that My eyes are closed. I still see the background but the colors now seem darker. The box is still clear as before, but now it’s floating against a dark background.

As you can see, I mad a whole lap from detail to big picture back to detail. It’s very easy to see where people live on this spectrum. Do you see the cup as half full? Half empty? or do you just see a cup with water in it? Do you see the cup with water in it as a crystal glass with diamond shapes decorating the sides, or do you see the diamonds as a pattern that allow you to focus only on the diamond and feel comfortable knowing that you understand the whole cup?

You fit somewhere. Enjoy relating to people more, and exploring your creativity.

Next Week
Some people need to see things in reality more clearly, and some people need to experience more of reality. Next week is about dealing with near-sighted and far-sighted behavior. adding a new dimension to Zedu. Instead of a line, we now have a plane.

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Big Steps

I’m awesome. Maybe It’s just me. Probably is. I’ve received more than a few hurtful comments over the years, online and off. This is the first time I’ve been able to listen to them. Suddenly everything just kicked in. I’ve been using up so much of my mental ability just holding out all the things people have told me that I didn’t want to respect because there was either something wrong with the person telling me that I discovered, In some cases there was something wrong with the system that propagated certain ideas, and in other cases I just didn’t want to listen.

I’ve recently posted a long essay (a moderately good one but nothing that would win any awards, just something I kind of barfed out like I always did with my writing.) I went through something different that I’m not used to and haven’t gone through since I liked a girl and couldn’t control my feelings.

I liked this girl in highschool. Something I really couldn’t do anything about. The same thing has happened a couple times before and after, but this one I handled particularly terribly. Because of it, my parents sent me to a psychologist. The government had some kind of program that lets siblings of dissabled people get some kind of psychiatric help.

Since then, I got the “help” I “needed”. I was “cured”. I was able to deal with problems and girls didn’t have to file formal complaints with any department after that. I think that’s the moment my life started to stagnate. I started getting better grades. I started trying to be better, but despite this, I set me forward with a larder set of problems that I really hold dear to me as the foundation for the guy that I am.

I was surrounded then by well-intentioned, happy-ish people. These people kept telling me things. Still It never fixed the underlying problems. Maybe if I kept going back to expensive sessions, I would be able to function better, but I detest this notion, especially because I am not a danger to anyone around me and I am more than capable of finding the answers myself.

Still, I was still going nowhere. My friends were at colleges with scholarships. I had better grades than they did. I didn’t really apply, so I can’t hate them for going to college that I didn’t want in the first place. Following my heart made it harder to find advice because very few people go down this road.

I’ve written something that I think is my best work, something could probably get me a scholarship, or something that could win me some kind of award. It’s the kind of thing that I’ve been trying to create for the past five years. Now that I have I want to share it.

It’s long though. I’d like to sum it up. Your feelings work as a guide. When you get lost it’s because your feelings are not based on your surroundings and the feedback you get. If you base your feelings on the intense emotions you get while trying to get a response with a consistent effort you put forth (something like finding a job, meeting the right person, becoming president, changing the world, or being a better person) whatever response you get, you can use your developing creative potential to turn it all around. If you don’t like the bear breaking through the wall, then just change it so the bear knocks at the door.

People are so adamant in the way that they approach life and the things that stimulate them usually produce the same results, as long as you are you, you will get to see the results of what you change and get the chance to figure out what makes you actually happy. The things that elicit the strongest emotional response will be things that you should listen to even if they make you sad or angry. As long as you work to produce the best results and the happiness of all involved instead of just habitually reacting to the emotions that you experienced based on how other people react, you will move to a better world with the kind of attributes you had in mind, like happiness, success, or power and control.

Read like you’re writing. Write like you’ve got someone in mind. If you present yourself you’ll find that images come up more quickly. You’ll be able to escape to a larger world. Tv doesn’t cater to your thoughts. Your mind goes off and starts to shut down. That means less dopamine to your brain.

Last week you learned how to create through inspiration. This week, you can use the inspiration of others to help you create you imagines. For every word there is an experience that allows you to know it’s meaning. With every sentence you can get a feel of exactly what’s going on, and whit every paragraph, you can see the big picture of how everything starts to relate.

let every words meaning come to you as you read. Let evey sentence emerge through how the words combine, and let the biggger picture come together.

What can I write for YOU?

I’ve posted several different topics. I’ve got a lot of different kinds of readers but I don’t have very many people reading my blog, so I’m looking for the most demanded topics. Every month, I’ll write on a new topic.

For february, I have lined up,

Love and Seduction
Brain Training
Politics

All of the posts for february are lined up, but I’m wondering what to do for next month or even aditional topics to include in with the one’s for February. I’m also looking into the kind of things that my readers want. How detailed do you want the topic to be? In the love in seduction (if you continue to request it, it is my most popular topic) what kind of things do you want to happen? How hard core do you want it (or not want it)?

Are there any areas of politics that you want me to adress? How in depth do you want me to go? How far do you want me to travel? Do you want me to interveiw real politicians? I live across the street from one. It would be a start if that’s the avenue you want me to take it.

It’s really up to you. The more people you refer to the site the more I’ll value your vote. Have the people you refer reply to your coment saying that they were recomended by you. I’ll do the top 3 topics people ask for in the comments below.

Attention is the one thing that I’ve never been very good with. Fortunately, with Zedu as a reference, I’ve finally been able to understand focus, attention, motivation, and intelligence. With this new perspective I am able to notice patterns that demonstrate a lack of motivation toward a given subject, a lack of attention, or a lack of intelligence. All these things improve with simple knowledge and application. These simple understandings are natural; however, the government is a synthetic organization that alters natural mental development. All the problems that the government exists to control are easy enough to solve should we develop more naturally, so the government is not practical.

The modern republic is an entity that assumes the right to control individuals based on the extent the people it governs oppose it. This assumed control ie enforced through violence, policing, and lawsuits. The governed must comply with these actions as long as the agencies are not violating their official oath.

This is a fine way to run an organization: the governors have to have a way of getting people to follow. But assume for a minute that I didn’t buy into the republic in which I live. The Government would still expect me to pay taxes and comply with their rules or get out. To put this reasoning into perspective, it is easier to look at a smaller version of the republic and me. Imagine Texas secedes from the union. It is no longer part of the fifty states, now forty-nine. If I was a citizen of Texas, and wanted to be a part of the United states, i would move into one the now forty-nine united states. If I was a resident of any of the other states, but didn’t enjoy living under the federal government, then I could move to Texas, now its own country. A complication arises when it is an issue of unity. It would turn into a huge problem if I was pro-union, or pro-fifty-states. It would also be a problem if i was pro-secession, or pro-texas-republic. Imagine chosing a side. I’m in direct opposition to you, and our two ideals conflict so that only one can win. The republics would use force to execute their desires. They would build up armies and start a war if there is no resolution. A second civil war, or a second revolutionary war is the result. The different names depend on which side you are. The question is, “Would you attack me to impose your ideals?”

This is the argument between Statism and Libertarianism. I claim neither, but i explore both. I expect that the government, wishing to have more capable citizens, would want to have the best method for instructing people and ensuring they develop into the most politically powerful individuals ensuring the security of the government. In a Statist Republic, I can explain how my techniques function and with proof that they work more efficiently and create more jobs, improving the economy, they would adopt my education policy. If I lived in a Libertarian America, it would be much easier because i would not have to go to the top of the clandestine government and expose them to a functioning policy, an elusive thing in a statist government because chosing a policy different from what the governors choose results in my incarceration or hefty fines depending on what laws I defy. America is not a true statist government, but there is so much red tape, that it prevents good ideas and bad ideas, leaving only old ideas.